In this article I would like to explain my views of the relationship between
the transcendental state of consciousness, often referred to as enlightenment,
and the fully embodied state of what is called the state of Tao as well as
the buddhist term of attaining Rainbow Body. My understanding of the importance
of a fully embodied spiritual consciousness is the basis for my healing modalities.
I will partly use my own story and therefore my learning experiences in order
provide insights into the concepts behind the healing work I offer, as well
as research by modern scientists and teachers.
I first like to reference some research by Dr. Hawkins (Ref1) who is known
for the development of the "Map of Consciousness ®". Adopting a
scale of 0, representing the consciousness field of death or nonexistence
the highest level of awareness ever achieved on this planet (by great masters
like Jesus, Buddha, and Krishna), Dr. Hawkins used Kinesiology
to calibrate levels within the database of consciousness by listing the
emotions prevalent within the levels of the map. These emotions are connected
to what is known as Attractor Fields in modern physics, which is the reality
field the person having a certain emotion is connected to and experiencing.
His research revealed that negative, anti-life and painful states calibrate
below 200, the level of integrity and courage. The higher the level, the
more power the Attractor Field has. Here it is important to note, that the
calibration figures do not represent an arithmetic but a logarithmic progression.
Thus, the level 200 is not twice the amplitude of 100, it is 100 to the tenth
power. I will only mention some of the levels from the Map of Consciousness® for the purposes of this article.
Shame falls at the bottom of the range (20). When this attitude dominates,
people wish they were invisible and are feel disconnected from life force.
At the level of Apathy (50) a person is filled with despair, feeling hopeless
in life as their reality. Grief is at level 75, fear at 100, anger at 150,
until we reach courage at 200. Willingness and optimism is at 310, reason
and understanding at 400, love at 500 and non-duality or enlightenment at
600. The levels higher than to 1000 represent pure consciousness in more
Dr. Hawkins describes the database of consciousness as an electrostatic
condenser. My understanding is that the higher the power of the field of
consciousness one is connected to, the greater the capacity of the nervous
system and body needs to be in order to handle and integrate higher frequencies.
In tibetan Buddhism and other traditions purification ceremonies are performed
for this reason.
In the year 1991 I met an enlightened Teacher from the tradition of Advaita
(Non-duality) in India called Poonjaji, a direct disciple of Ramana Maharshi.
Sitting in Satsang (meetings of truth) with this Teacher daily for about
three weeks my consciousness fields were entrained by the more powerful fields
of the Teacher. I did have the experience of illumination. This was the most
blissful and peaceful state I have been in, a level above 600. After I returned
to the USA and some time passed I could feel that I no longer was in that
state. What happened was, that some of the lower calibrating fields, coming
from unreleased traumata and the connected emotions especially from the abusive
childhood I had experienced, had not been fully transmuted. Therefore the
higher state of consciousness was induced by entrainment with the teacher
and was not integrated. I decided to pursue healing techniques, which helped
me to transmute and release the traumata and emotions as well as their effects
on my body, psyche and consciousness.
I could register real progress in my healing process when I received Colorpuncture
treatments. The healing system of Esogetic Colorpuncture uses Kirlian
photography as a tool to analyze what the imbalances are, as well
as the priority in which they need to be treated in order to facilitate
healing. Since then I got certified in this healing modality and have studied
for the past three years directly under the founder Peter Mandel in Europe.
I am deeply grateful to Peter Mandel for his compassion in helping people
patiently to unravel the blockages created by trauma in the order they
need to be treated, level by level. In my own experience I found that only
by transmuting the trauma from my childhood step by step, in this case
with the help of Colorpuncture, was I able to truly own my inner light.
Colorpuncture is based on the chinese system of acupuncture, which again
is based in the Taoist chinese philosphy of Yin/Yang. The state of Yin/Yang
balance is the state of being in the Tao, which means wholeness in a real
and embodied way.
Tao, Wu Chi, Tai Chi and Oneness
In Chinese philosophy pure awareness is called Wu Chi. It is the infinite,
formless place just before all meaning and form. This is another word for
transcendent, non-dual consciousness. WU CHI, emptiness, is symbolized
by the empty circle. The famous Yin/Yang symbol represents Tai Chi: the
black and white within the circle symbolizes the dualistic energies of
The Taoists of ancient China were like early scientists. There was nothing
mystical or religious about the Tao. The Tao was simply a name they gave
the energy that contained the seed of the material universe with the two
aspects called yin and yang. Their ideas were not very different from the
model used by modern scientists to describe matter which is composed of atoms
which in turn are composed of negatively charged electrons, analogous to
yin, and positively charged protons, analogous to yang. What the Taoists
called the Tao, is called electromagnetic waves by scientists in our time.
By balancing Yin/Yang energies within the body we can return to Wu Chi, an
embodied state of Oneness.
Yin/Yang Balance and Cellular consciousness
The balance between Yin and Yang can be observed on many levels. The body
needs to be understood as a holographic reality as opposed to a chemical
matter based object as it is most often viewed by allopathic medicine. Modern
researchers have confirmed the holographic nature of the body. Prof. Fritz
Albert Popp, a german Nobel Prize winner in physics, investigated the relationship
between coherence and the biophoton energy in our cells. He was able to prove
that living cells emit and absorb light. A healthy cell emits coherent light
and an unhealthy cell emits chaotic light. He also observed that the storage
time of light is relative to the quality of the cell. He also discovered
that the dying process of a cell is identical to that of a star. Shortly
before its death, it will turn into a supernova, whereby its radiation increases
a thousand-fold. According to Popp the most basic sub-molecular component
of our body is made up of particles of light called biophotons. These biophotons
make up the electromagnetic frequency patterns that are found in all living
organisms. This matrix or field of frequency oscillations provides the energetics
behind all cellular function, including DNA/RNA interaction. Cell membranes
scan and convert signals into electromagnetic information as proteins within
the cell's bi-layer change shape to vibrations of specific resonant frequencies.
A lack of coherency of the body's electromagnetic energy system leads to
a breakdown in the body's self-healing mechanisms. Our thoughts and emotions
are also frequency patterns and have a direct relationship on our energy
field, health and our physical, emotional and mental well-being.
Peter Mandel has found many different micro-acupuncture holograms in the
body, including in the hands, fingers, feet, toes, ear, tongue, on the skull
and more. Mandel states that these micro-systems are holographic mirrors
of the entire body. Just as in Bohm's assertion that every electron in some
way contains the cosmos, Mandel has proven that for example every finger
contains the information of the entire body. We can assume that even every
cell may contain its own acupuncture micro-system.
It is the holographic nature of the body's energy field that provides physical,
mental, emotional and spiritual feedback into areas of incoherence. It is
exactly these energy fields that I access when using dowsing. The goal is
to bring back the life-affirming state of coherence and equilibrium which
has been distorted by our inner conflicts, trauma, beliefs and thought forms
so we may come into a true state of embodied Wholeness.
Polarities, Karma and the Soul
We know that what animates the body is what we call the soul. During my
studies of a french homeopathy system I learned to actually verify the validity
of the fact that the soul is known by the name which was given at birth by
the parents. The developer of this system calls the state of Yin/Yang balance
or being Yin/Yang positive as the state of being on one's identity. In other
words the soul in this case is driving the body and this is a healthy state.
This actually means on a cellular level that the cell membrane is permeable
for nutrients to pass through the membrane as it is in equilibrium. If I
for example muscle test the statement "I am Ursula-Maria" with Kinesiology
and the test is strong, this means that I am on my identity. The resonance
of my voice will confirm this, as it will sound from within my body as opposed
to sounding as if outside the body.
Often when a client comes to see me for the first time, the person may not
be on their identity. The reason is often some subconscious conflicts with
a spouse or another close family member. These conflicts whether they are
conscious or subconscious can turn the person Yin/Yang negative and they
are no longer on their identity.
What I have observed is that the charge of the conflict is literally held
in the cells through a polarity, often turning the Yin/Yang balance upside
down on many levels within the many aspects of the body: the organs, senses,
body systems, endocrine glands etc. When we unravel those conflicts during
a healing session, the person is shifting out of these polarities and is
more and more aligned with the soul. In fact I have noted that when we unravel
the most primal conflicts within the matrix of the cellular memories, we
often encounter the next level of cellular memory which is of past lives
and which we could call karmic.
The way the charge of the polarity is held within the body has to do with
how we reacted to certain experiences. Often these reactions happen as unconscious
survival mechanism of the body. For example if someone was beaten as a child
such as fear which is recorded in the Kindney/Bladder meridian. Sometimes
there are conscious reactions such as resentment, which can be found most
often in the gallbladder meridian or anger in the liver meridian.
Often those feelings are held in the subconscious and we attract and repeat
the same feelings over and over because it is played out by the electromagnetic
charge held in the body like a recording. In the earlier part of this article
I explained that the lower calibrating emotions are referred to as "Attractor
fields" in physics. A true unraveling of those cellular polarities can
result in the release of the electromagnetic imprints called karma. When
we are clear of those cellular imprints we are able again to feel without
Clear feeling or clarity of pure awareness is taught in spiritual teachings
such as Buddhism through meditation. My observation is that meditation becomes
much more effortless when the negative charges held in the cellular memory
are cleared. Using the analogy of the Map of Consciousness® we can say that
the higher calibrating attractor fields of pure awareness become more of
an embodied state as we clear the lower calibrating fields of negative emotional
patterns. Peter Mandel has pointed out in his seminars that the new spirituality
emerging on earth will be an embodied spirituality. When we embody the state
of Tao we truly become one with creation and are able to express the sacredness
Attainment of Rainbow Body
In Tibetan Buddhism there are teachings such
as in the Bon tradition where the five elements of the body are being used
to refine the physical body to support the state of clear awareness or
meditation. Those teachings say that in turn the meditation practice transforms
body into the pure body. It is my understanding that when we use the body
and its five elements in accord with the soul's intent of being of service
and to learn the laws of creation such as the law of compassion and love,
the physical body transforms to the degree that the very smell of the body
becomes a fragrance. This is not to be confused with the magical appearance
of beautiful fragrances which come and go and which would be called a Siddhi.
What I am referring to is the result of true transmutation into pure love
When I was traveling in India I visited several temples, which were built
for enlightened Masters. What I liked about those places is the fact that
they all had the peaceful vibration of enlightenment, but each of the temples
had a different feeling like different fragrances. I am reminded of reading
in the book "Love without End, Jesus speaks" (Ref.2) where Jesus
says "Who you are is love" and "only you can love the way
I have been drawn to the Tibetan Buddhist teaching of attaining Rainbow
Body and truly believe that this is not only possible for select Tibetan
Masters but it is the evolutionary potential of human beings as we grow into
the love that we are. There is a study being conducted by the Institute of
Noetic Sciences (Ref 3) by David Steindl-Rast and Father Tiso. The story
is covered by the Snow Lion Newsletter (Ref 4) and it describes how at the
of death of certain highly evolved Tibetan Masters rainbows appear in the
sky and that the body of the Master disappears into radiating light, often
releasing a beautiful fragrance and sometimes accompanied by beautiful celestial
music. Both Tiso and Steindl-Rast emphasize that these experiences are said
to occur only in highly evolved individuals who are the embodiment of compassion
and love. They speculate these qualities- conscience and consciousness- are
a driving force of evolution.
It is my hope that the healing modalities of Sacred Transformation may be
of help to those who wish to embody those qualities of conscience and compassion
and want to live the purpose of the soul through their sacred embodiment.
Thanka depicting the attainment of Rainbow body
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